So Saturday is here again...
Normally I’d feel a distinct lift in my spirit, it being the weekend and me not having to be in work. This morning however I feel really grim.
The truth is I’ve not had a good couple of months. Things have happened in my life and I’ve felt depressed, down, low and generally pretty shitty since March. I’m not going to go into the details here, but I think I hit the lowest point a few weeks ago when the idea of just putting an end to it all seemed to occupy rather a lot of my thoughts. Needless to say, I didn’t do it.
I’ve suffered bouts of depression from time to time in the past and always come out the other side eventually, picked myself up and carried on with life. This time things seem rather more loathe to heal and this low just goes on and on.
I really thought I’d made progress this past week or so, then for no real reason I spiralled down into the depths again yesterday and took solace in my old mate: the bottle. Big mistake... 
So here I am this morning still feeling depressed and unloved and suffering a massive hang-over to boot. It feels like this Saturday is going to be a very long day to me... 
Hope you folks out there have a good one.
